Every so often, Master and i have a day of “reconnecting”. We talk, snuggle, have sex, all the good stuff, with no penalties for honesty. Usually it is a chance for both of us to get things off our chest. Sometimes it is a day just to show the other that we are still in love, happy, and appreciate the other. Every relationship, BDSM or vanilla, needs this type of attention. When you fall into a routine you get comfortable, and many people stop simply acknowledging the others efforts. Resentment sets in, fights start, and no one knows why. For Master and i, reconnecting helps with this.
Since my daughter came home last week, and we have had company, i haven’t been able to really be as submissive as i like. So, since my daughter was going to be gone, and my son had school, i figured i would plan a special day for Master. i got into the shower while Master was in the other room and put on a new teddy, did my make-up, and put on a new collar Master got me (black leather with the word SLAVE in silver metal). i walked into the room where He was, and the look on His face was priceless. i love that look. The one that says, “I want you, now, slave.” Master smiled at me and we sat and talked for a little while before He had me kneel in front of the couch and bend over onto the cushion. From behind i heard, “I have missed spanking your ass.”
Master started spanking, softly st first, then harder and harder as i begged Him for more. Then He started rubbing His dick on my ass with the other hand, and i was begging Him to fuck me. “Master, please fuck your slut,” i begged.
“I don’t want to fuck My slut, I want to make love to my slave,” He told me, leading me to our bedroom. When we got inside, He had me lay on my back, and began kissing me with strong, soft, passionate kisses. Starting at my neck, He worked His way down my breasts, past my belly button, and to my clit. i don’t know how long we stayed like that, but i was weak when we were done. i tried, no, begged to suck His dick, but He wouldn’t let me. Master told me he just wanted to make me feel good, and to show how much He appreciated me.
Wow. i still don’t know what to say. i would say i don’t feel like i am worthy of Him, but downing myself is not allowed in our house. i just felt like i should be doing something for Him. Try as i might, all day long, He would not let me do anything but sit and snuggle with Him as we talked. i have to say it was a great day. i started the day trying to make Him feel loved and wanted, but He ended it making me feel the same way. How lucky can i be?
Peace and love,